Willpower????

Wasn't I organised in the weekend? Didn't I have a plan of action? YES I DID!


Did anything come from it???? NO IT DIDNT!

Where do I start....Sunday night, Fathersday dinner.....Started off well with sauteed garlic mushrooms.....also had two slices of garlic bread with it....main course was good as well, Pasta with mozarella and some italian sausage. But then came dessert....2 scoops of toffe crunch ice cream on a meringue nest smothered with cream and butterscotch sauce! I have to admit that it was absolutely delicious!!!!!!!

But my misery continues....Monday I went to Ikea and when walking out I had a hotdog with some chips....and may I say, it was not worth the syns. Have been good for the remainder of the day.

But on comes Tuesday....another day off, had a dentist appointment in town at 10am, but when I got there they told me that they've made a mistake and they couldn't take me on until 1pm. Great, so I went to my bank, which was rather unsuccessful (applied for a current account, got declined, cause I've only been here 6 months), then went to Orange to get a mobile contract (got declined for the same reason) and then went to Greggs to get myself a Macaroni Pie! There, that started it all. On my way home I had a M&S good for you hoisin duck wrap with a bag of LF crisps, when I got home I had another bag of crisps and some chocolate. AAAAARRRRRGHHHHH!!!

It's just have been a bad couple of days, completely fell off the wagon. I have absolutely no motivation right now. I'm going to try to be good, but I got my meeting tomorrow and I just know that I gained......I feel sick and dissappointed with myself :o(((